about me🥲

um is this where i give a little paragraph about myself..?...so like i'm happy with who i am, i'm happy with my identity and everything, but the way you see me everyday, is a complete lie, i'm in a phase called boymode, where i do my best to present as a male and act as if i'm a male, all though from time to time i screw up, and every so often i feel urgured to tell specific individuals that i'm trans and that i want to be a woman.
it might seem really freaky and weird, but it's not, i feel like it's meant for me, you might be used to seeing me how i am, but girl me is actually better, but I don't blame God for creating me as a Male, it's not his fault, it's more or less my fault, i'm probably going against God's plans and wishes, but i'll make it up to him the best i can,
maybe i'm not, maybe he wanted me to be trans this whole time, the universe, God, existance, everything is complex and has no real answerbut yes in the future i wont be a guy, i'll be a girl with female parts, and boys on average will prefer me more than most girls, i'll do a better job at being a girl than all cis girls (no offense)alot of people think i'm faking being trans whenever i confess to being trans, i'm not faking it, i was forced to inform you, anyone that believes this or is against me should be hung (jk, or am i, jk i am lol, i'm not, dw i am lol, OR AM I?)
still these people are still monsters to me, i'm more scared of them than the sleeping demon lady,sometimes i feel like everyone around me is a hostile npc plotting to kill me somehow and this is some fucked up matrix system that i'm somehow stuck in, but then i encounter kind people, like the black market vendor that called me by my girl name, and this guy that referred to me as she/her on a twitter status about me deleting a github repo for them as they told me to do so, moments like this restore all my faith in society.you know i love girl core, i love being cute and pretty, i love being treated kindly and respectfully, i love meeting cis people that act as if we're cis, this 100% stores my faith in the world and everything.
many people think i'm bullshitting them because i dont have long hair, that's because i've got shit to hide from my family, i dont and cant let them know i'm trans.then we've got wearing girl clothes, i've never and wont as of now be able to express any part of myself femininly, because i'm simply not able to, i would fucking LOVE to, but i fucking CANT.
it's not my fucking fault.
i'm waiting to turn 16 so i can get a part time job, FUCK THE EMPLOYMENT SYSTEM, CURSE WHO INVENTED IT AND THE FAMILY TREE OF THE INVENTOR OF THE EMPLOYMENT SYSTEM, EVERYONE WHO WAS PART OF MAKING IT FUCK THEM FUCK THEM
CURSE THERE FUCKING SOULS
CURSE THERE LIFE
CURSE THERE FAMILY
CURSE EVERYTHING FOR THEM
I HOPE THEY SUFFER FOREVER
/jk OR AM I
i've gotta be careful, censorship hates me
fuck the person that invented censorship,,,,anyway when i win in this stupid god forsaken system created by a fucking terrorist probably by turning 16 i'll finally be able to present myself femininely, the war will finally be over for a short happy phase of my life.people i like:
- me (i hate everyone on the planet besides me)interests:
- conspiracy theories
- coding
- gaming
- game dev- politics
- science (mostly chemistry, and anything related to space travel/time travel)
- psychology
- magic (very skeptical though)
- health and fitness
- outdoor survival
- religon
- philosophies
- cultism
- occultism
- illuminatithings i do:
- content creation for platforms such as youtube, tiktok, instagram, and many more
- wii wad forwarders: i make custom fun little wad forwarders for everyone
- blog writing: i write blogs about stuff like business, economics, ai, wii homebrew, and random stuff
- python programming: i make handy python scripts and small programs for various needs
- video editing ig
- graphic design ig
- thinking about making my own music, maybe soon that'll be on the list
- exist igother/notes:
i'm a little worried someone will try and impersonate me sometime in the future idk, but to stay ahead of these goons i've got a little paste that i will keep up-to-date that informs you which of my socials/websites are officially owned by me and possibly provide links to impersonation profiles of me:https://pastejustit.com/hixvydjnviEDIT: GUYS OMG I THINK I FINALLY UNDERSTAND PGP ENCRYPTION, YOU SUCKERS CAN'T IMPERSONATE ME NOW LOL UNLESS YOU HAVE MORE ADVANCED TECH THAN MI6 AND MORE FEMBOYS THAN ISREAL/#contactme - my public key SEND ME ENCRYPTED MESSAGES<3

See Zayd's CV!📑

• click here to see my CV

alternative/older versions of my cv can be found SOMEWHERE on my github.employ me maybealright if you were one of the victims of seeing my old cv (which i loved)
i've got a new one now <3
but it's restricted to the public this time
i bet elon musk would hire me if he saw my cv

send me money💸

• paypal.me/shelldroid

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this page is dedicated to all of my many thousands of fans out there that support my wholesome dream to become a big oppressive evil dictator that ruins everything and makes global warming really bad and is like kanye west president simpsons episode.this page is also for my amazing supporters and fans that support me for my backup plan to become a pretty drag queen princess that wears a nice pink dress with nice pink pretty cutie treaty nails, with a nice fancy expensive handbag and my starbucks flapichino with oats, 99% milk and charimell with 500 table spoons of sugar, with lots of palm oil, and lots of very pretty cutie BPA and treaty micro plastics💅😜and like omg really ethically made stuff because of paper straw to protect the earth yk, and my pretty iphone 17 pro max with the only thing changed being the name number, along with all my makeup looking so hott with my hott drag queen hairy leggies and armpits with makeup all over me and lots of lip gloss YAY!! everyday, sleeping in gutchi, living the humble life, UWU!!!!!!!!!!so for all those people, you can all send me some money, to support me :3____________________________________________________________________________________________